cos it's too early to sleep at 8pm

doing this as explained by the title. haha

kiseki dinner

ubin cycling

nice cards from the penpals who somehow wrote back simultaneously haha

with this letter, i am putting an end to having to endure woodlands' many floods! yay!! nothing can make me change my mind now!

last weekend of Feb

Fri night dinner with the girls at Kiseki wasn't really fantastic. the food was only normal, and the rain dampened my mood after being scolded by customer for 2 hours. who is expected to OT on Friday night! but it was kinda fun to wrap up the night walking to PS for a lame movie that kept us laughing. =) it's always after long periods of time that we meet, but we're still almost the same lame people i remembered.

due to sleeping at 3am on sat morning, i knew i was gonna be late for 10am meeting at changi village. yet i ended up being the 3rd earliest at 1030. hahaha after a heavy brunch, we took a boat to ubin - not been there for years!!! 12 people, just nice one boat. of which i know 6, the rest 5 were new friends that are hong's and sharon's colleagues.

see contour lines on the map i wanna faint. cycle=tired, push bike also tired. go up slope=shag, speed down slope=scary. in other words, a very fun day! hahaha

had dinner with lala at tm cos it was too early and we were still too full when they ate at changi v. my theme song was playing on 933 when i walked home, but there were no tears that will anymore accompany the emo-ness. i am happy single.

there are some guys who are emo kia who are afraid of being lonely. so they invariably want girlfriends who can become their everything. meet 7 days a week, preferably spend every available moment together. and in the past i got myself unhappy, because i compromised, without realising i would never be able to live a life like that.

i need a guy who has his own life, with his friends and family, ambitions and things he wanna do alone. he will be ok if i don't message him, cause he would trust me and know that love is about giving each other time and no pressure. he will try to know my friends, love my parents because they are dear to me, and have known me longer than he has. he will always have me on his mind before making any choices that affect him and ultimately me. he and i will be good friends who can talk about everything honestly and truthfully, but also know when to shut up so i can be left in peace.

but i also know i'm not yet the woman who is understanding and attentive. not yet willing to give without asking for any returns. still yearning for freedom and wanting to be selfish sometimes.

so right now, single is good. =)

(photos up another day)

friends

i have very amusing and entertaining friends who i can always count on for a laugh.

Sunday was meant to be just brunch with ty and yj. then as i was about to go back tamp to do my own shopping, leen called and asked if i wanna shop. then as we were walking around, yj asked if i wanted to watch 'no strings attached'. i like how they are so spontaneous and random, my life is thus interesting and never bored!

yesterday was to be mj *ahem* MC day, doc said i have a slight fever of 37.8. the planned session failed due to SMUgger's long-winded project discussion. and nex is disappointingly boring. but even though anyone would have thought the combination weird, there were still a lot of laughs.

lala: marsupials are found only in Australia.
ginseng?: then doraemon is Australian?!!
LOL

slacking one more day under pretext of my MC, 3 day work week ftw! yay! dinner with sharon on wed, cds girls on fri! throw letter again on 1st Mar!

Brunch turned into shopping, which turned into movie. Lol are we ever the slackers who know how to have spontaneous fun.
Love u gals.

Must aim to throw letter second time. Convince them that I'm no good when I'm already in the mood for slacking.

On secret hush hush mission tomorrow. Lol

boringggggggggg

It really helped to clarify my perspective. To know how I feel and what I want. A bit regrettable, but not unexpected. I need something more, that intrigues and captivates. So my heart still can't be tied down, and will continue having fun and searching.

Yawn. Zzzzz

原谅我不再送花 伤口应要结疤
花瓣铺满心里坟场才害怕
如若你非我不嫁 彼此终必火化
一生一世等一天需要代价

情人节不要说穿 只敢抚你发端
这种姿态可会令你更心酸
留在汽车里取暖 应该怎么规劝
忘掉我跟你恩怨 樱花开了几转

我绝不罕有 往街里绕过一周
我便化乌有

dulan liao

no, customer A you may not have what I've said I will provide, cause it was just a pack of lies.

no, customer B you may also not have what you requested, I never said I will give you, and of cause there's no such thing. Stop inadvertently asking me to forge documents that are non-existent.

Store, stop trying to push responsibilities. Customer's fault does not mean we don't have to rectify the mistake and do the neccessary work. Your negligence and irresponsibility will eventually lead to my ass being on the line in front of the customer's arrows.

Bloody hell. Shout, Curse, Ignore, Bochup. Natural progression

the best time- 31/3

february

i guess i am kinda lazy to write much nowadays, so just using my hp to capture moments to make sure they don't slip away so quickly.

gen's 25th- quite happy to have a short chat with dayana and doreen.

CNY with the girls, and of course, mahjong!

a fun vday with the girls. low budget celebration of 12 years unconditional love: mr curry + MOF + handmade gifts =)

cookies baking! LOL of cos cheat one la!

bought $10 angbao package for the toto draw on fri.HUAT!!

caught a glimpse of the outlook for tigers this year, and it was so apt that i couldn't help but snap a shot.

totally random!

one of the 3陪 times. paulaner's- expensive & salty!

bro's scary back after massage in malacca

late night coffee with the girls on friday night! 难得稀客- shell! slept at 2am -_-

mum's dnd =excessive angbao packing = paper cuts

mahjong with lala, hj and hj pri sch fren on sat night- desperation drives acceptance of any legs! hahaha but she's quite friendly! slept at 4am, but woke at 10am- wtf, i cant sleep like a pig anymore!

messy table due to hong's words and lala's demands!

it's vday tmr, happy vday ppl! and huat for the TOTO!

dilemma again...

first i decided for feb. last night, i changed my mind to april. now she's trying to psycho me into jun.

actually, i'm not interested in whatever's offered for jun. but, it's so hard to say no and no and no, repeatedly over and over again.

money, i don't want. better position, i don't need. miscellaneous, have or don't have i also can survive.

aiya. let me fly la.

couldn't we continue holidaying?

初一：祖母家
我自拍

他做作业

初二：外婆家
小孩子

吃大餐

捞鱼生

初三：

Gen's door gift. that girl is uber excited about her party. and so thoughtful & sweet in her preparations =)

Won $25 at Blackjack, contribution from the 2b guys. But I've no luck at poker.

初四：拜年！
hong's house then yinjie's, before ending up at leen's.
mahjong!!! won $10.
i think it's a good year for gambling. they keep saying: 情场失意，赌场得意. good, money is more important right now! hahahaha HUAT AR!!!

and now that there are no more holidays in sight, it's time to 减肥。LOL

msn

late night conversations with the guys are always damn hilarious. it's just such a pity we can't meet more often.

CNY day one gave me the chance to see a lot of cousins and their kids. gosh, please don't let future CNYs be a chance to ask when am i getting married. I haven't played enough!

CNY day two, supposed to be gambling day. but this year, oddly i have no mood lehz.

tomorrow is gen's bday, and sun will be the annual girls CNY roundup.

=)恭喜发财！

enter the year of rabbit~

happy cny to all!!
though my spring cleaning's undone, but this year i feel more strongly the CNY mood!

but i stare at my bank account, i am depressed at the emptiness. pui. draining me.
though the falcon travel packages on http://www.dbs.com/sg/personal/cards/travel/tours.aspx look pretty fun. =p

have fun people!